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» 新的一年

Sunday, January 1, 2012

~ 11:31 PM ~

2011年终于与我告别了。看着过去的365天，日子真的是十分精彩。
这新的一年，很多人都在面子书上说着在这新的一年里的愿望，这一年里到底要做什么。还有些人又说今年是世界末日。
还没开始打算2012年里的一切，我想回首往往刚刚才过去的一年。

2011，你让我成长了许多，思想上、情绪上、行为上。我觉得自己成熟了不少，待人处事方面也变得圆滑多了。去年的 New Year Resolution，我只成功完成了一半。但是我已心满意足了，事发必有因，事情是绝对不会白白发生的。
～我没有真正努力读书，同时也没拿到"Top In The World",也没拿到数学科目奖。但是，我所得到的远远超越这一些。
～也没成功瘦身。但是，整个人第一次没有增肥，身体也比较健康了。
～我也没有认识 KTT 里的每一个人。但是，Quality 胜于 Quantity。朋友们，都是毕生难忘的。
～坏习惯，也渐渐地改善了。虽然还没有完全改掉，但我知道有一天一定会把它去掉。

去年，我与一班同学跑到了金河广场去倒数新年。是很热闹，很有气氛。今年，呆在家里，接到了SueHong的电话。百忙中的他，竟然还没有把一个时常骂他的Senior忘了。过后又接到你的电话。这新年，虽然没有倒数的气氛、人潮，却过的非常有意义。

下个星期，又要赶下吉隆坡面试。面试了又面试，应该是一种福气吧，很多人都没有机会去面试。东奔西跑的，时间感觉上也过得十分快。农历新年很快就要到了，还剩下短短的3个星期。很期待今年的农历新年哦，一家人的团聚，一块儿打麻将。有时候觉得，一个人不必过度的去为未来打算，因为事情的发生往往都不会依照我们的意愿。

今年，我的New Year Resolution稍微有点改变。
～一，我要每一天都花时间阅读神的话语，完成那一本One Year Devotion for Students。
～二，既然我已在汝来浸信礼拜侍奉了，我也希望能在大年浸信出一点儿力。帮助这里的青年团。
～三，还是一样，多话时间陪伴家人。今年我又要踏入人生另一个阶段－大学生涯。毕竟，我也没剩下多少时间留在家。
～四，珍惜身边的朋友，人生没有Take Two。朋友是可遇不可求。
～五，好好照顾身体，能的话就尽量瘦下来。
～六，改掉坏脾气，没有耐性，厉害骂人的性格。记得咏光常对我说待人处事的方法有很多种，不一定要用”硬“的方法的。
～七，做个言而有信的人，许下的诺言，就一定要去履行。 A promise is a promise to keep。

今年，我与我在KTT的同学都会一起升大学。大部分都应该会飞往遥远的印度，感觉上他们都很兴奋。而我，还不懂要飞往哪里。可能是自己给自己开了太多的路，选择太多了，自己也很不清楚自己的去向。我最不喜欢等待，而这些大学偏偏就是要我等上好几个月。

2010年，我人生的转折点。
2011年，我起步、成长。
2012年，又会是我人生的哪一个阶段？

同样的，我不懂所谓的世界末日之2012，会是怎么样的一年。可是我知道我的上帝是无所不能的神，而万事都是在他手掌心中。

Labels: philosophy

» 执着

Sunday, December 18, 2011

~ 12:31 PM ~

我们的执著伤害的往往不是我们自己，而是我们身边的人。那些在乎我们，关心我们，疼爱我们的人。人类呢时常都会把“原则”这两字当做借口来掩盖自己的固执。我也一样，一直告诉自己自己是对的。可能是因为有了“妨人之心”，我事事都会尽量提高警惕，不会随便让人家占我的便宜。同时，我也就此错过了很多很多帮助别人的机会。

我们应该如何去衡量一样事物的重要性。不是没一样东西都能去用物理单位来衡量，友谊、亲情、诚意......这一些往往都会有着摸不清的“灰色地带”。如何去分辨一个人到底是你的朋友、世交或知己呢。我们的天性就是自私的，从来没有人会把别人的利益放在第一位。

自幼，我们都被灌输着“礼尚往来”的做人道理。这就是一个很被动的想法，别人先踏出第一步了，我们才会回敬他。世上做任何事都会有风险，结果可能不会是我们想要的。但，就只因为怕死怕输，什么事都袖手旁观，置之不理吗？

十九岁了，说老不老，说小又不小。快乐无忧的童年似乎刚刚从我身边溜走；多姿多彩的中学生涯还清清楚楚的反映在我脑海中。踏出KTT的那一刻，我知道我人生又来到了另一站。回首望一望，真的很庆幸自己已来到了那么远。无所不能的父神、无时无刻都爱护我的父母家人、身边与我一同并肩作战的朋友，因为你们，我来到了这一天。而你，也在我的“彩色簿”上，画上了许许多多难以忘怀的记忆。

大马与英国八个小时的时差，让我睡得非常的不好。昼夜都分不清楚，整个人的生理好像失调了。再加上等待面试结果的压力，闭上双眼休息也不是件简单的事了。嘴巴是告诉别人其实得到与否都不重要，而心里面则为这事儿烦了好久。

是时候放下“曾经”，勇敢的去面对充满着未知数的将来。但有一件事我很肯定，只有我们自己才能去决定自己想要的未来。

圣诞节快乐(:

Labels: philosophy

» 勇气

Sunday, October 16, 2011

~ 6:29 PM ~

多少人会勇敢面对自己人生中最畏惧的？我们畏惧的事物有很多，有些人很害怕蟑螂，有些则会有畏高症，有些害怕考试，甚至连一些小小的事物都会对某些人带来巨大的恐惧感。我这人比较怕面对一个充满“未知数”的未来。虽然很喜欢Algebra中一大堆的unknown,但是假如要我去猜测未来，我往往都会做最坏的打算。The worst case scenario.....

畏惧，这是一种很普遍，却很危险的一种感觉。一个人常常都会被自己的畏惧玩弄于鼓掌之中，整个人好像木偶似的。事事都因为害怕这个害怕那个，而不去做，而放弃掉。事情都一定有前因后果，但是如果知道自己所做的是对的，对得起自己的良心，对得起天，那还有什么原因去害怕？

船到桥头自然直嘛。很多时候成功的机会就在于敢不敢踏出那一步，一时的胆小可能就失去了一生都在也遇不到的机会了。就算在逆境的时候，给自己多一点的信心，对神有多一点的信心，事情就不会是你想象中的可怕了。记得，山穷水尽疑无路，柳暗花明又一村。

人生绝对不是一条直路，一条那么长，又那么直的路哪里会精彩哦。多了一点点的挫折，一点点的挑战，一点点的波浪，人生才会多姿多彩。当然，有了挫折与波浪的“点缀”，问题人生就会开始诞生了。很多事需要我们自己做出“抉择”，当我们越来越大，要做的抉择就越来越多。现在是，“应该选哪一间大学，哪一个科系。” 慢一点是，“应该选哪一间公司，薪水，工做待遇等等” 家庭、理财、健康等，都需要我们去决定。

世上是没有一个完美的“抉择”，你是不可能取悦每一个人。一定会有人不认同，一定有人指责批评你所做的决定。但是，有些东西就算世上的人对你说“不”，你还是要坚持，不要去理会别人所说得每一句话。这就是所谓的信念坚定。

给自己一点点时间想一想这一生人的最终目标是什么。去拟定一下，计划一下以后的路到底要怎么走。是不是一个以“金钱”为中心点而旋转的人生？还是“名誉”？人人都说豹死留皮，人死留名。这句话对吗？我们把什么放为中心点，我们就会绕着那样东西而旋转。

四十天里，的确让我了解了不少人生难以解答的问题，也改变了我对人生的观点。“死”绝对不是句号，它只是一本小说的“引言”，过后才是精彩的一面。决定了吗？假如知道自己所朝向的方向是对的，不要害怕，不要畏惧，鼓起勇气勇往直前。路是人走出来的，再难的路，你不是第一个人走，也不是一个人走。记得，要勇敢，要坚决。

“爱里没有惧怕；爱既完全，就把惧怕除去。因为惧怕里含着刑罚，惧怕的人在爱里未得完全。”
约翰一书 4 ：18

Labels: philosophy

» 侍奉

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

~ 5:01 AM ~

时间真的很快，身边的人都问我几时要update我的部落格，但是的确是有点忙。不只忙着将要来临的A2大考，还得忙其他琐琐碎碎的事情。“人生如戏”嘛，国文又时常告诉我，“戏如人生”，但我还是觉得第一个比较管用。敢问世上谁能预料人生下一秒，下一刻所会发生的事情。不好的我们都会尽量去避免；好的我们会去接受；但有些事情就是那么的让人无奈。Apple Inc. 的总裁，Steve Jobs 拥有了世人所想拥有的。但是就算他多么的富裕、闻名，他也逃脱不料死神的魔掌。

最近，为了自己的未来拼了一点，做了某些打算。但打算终究是打算，成功实行与否就得看神的旨意。我深知就算我多么想去拟造一个属于自己的未来，但在我把自己当成所有事物的中心点的时候，私心就来了。虽说这是常人之心，但就是因为这样这世界才会搞到一团糟。战争、贿赂、仇恨等，每一天都不停地在侵蚀着这美好的世界。

一颗常常都会提别人着想的心，是会不停地在想要提别人服务，服侍的。说到这点，我知道嘴巴说说时到容易，实践起来是多么的辛苦。每一个人天生都是想要服侍的，哪一个婴孩不是哭着，喊着向父母提出要求的？哪个小孩不是发脾气，大喊大闹要这个，要那个的？但随着年纪的增加，我们一定会慢慢的长大。这是难免的，也是生命中其中一个过程。同时，我们也可以随着身边事物的改变从中学习，同样的，慢慢地成熟。这个反而不是必经之路，这是人生中其中几个最重要的抉择。当然，这就是人人常叫的 The Road Not Taken，因为他们都知道这路一点都不容易走。

我记得上一次基督团契的时候，有这替别人洗脚的仪式。这当然不难，因为这只是一种仪式，而不是一种生活的习惯。我们很多时候“你和我”都要分得清清楚楚。我事的我就管；你事的管我屁事。我的房间我打扫，但我的工作就只限我的房间。这就是世人的想法，做法；在情在理都没有不对。但如果 I , me 和 myself 可以独自生存，那么 we 这字拿来干嘛？人人为我，我为人人。我们往往就知道人人为我们，从不会从另一个角度去想。

就是因为我的自私，高傲，我失去了生活许许多多的朋友。有时候就连曾经想要与我交朋友的人，就是因为我的态度而感到反感。我已很努力的去改变，去学习......但这过程是需要一段时间的，还有毅力与恒心。只要我们不放弃，就算我们不成功，我们也不算是失败。记得，

“吃亏是福”

最后，我想在此祝我的室友，生日快乐 (:

Labels: complication, philosophy

» It's Been A Year

Saturday, September 17, 2011

~ 10:18 AM ~

It's already been a year since my first post.... Time really flies.... Different people came into my life, teaching me to grow, to learn, to mature.... I guess I'm not the old self anymore.

Happy 1st Anniversary, my dear blog. I don't think it's easy to keep updating a blog, with all other things like studies to keep up with. But yeah, here I am, one year already.... Hehe, quite happy.

15 months in KTT.....

One year being the committee of KTT CF.....

AS 3 months ago.....

A2 in weeks to come.....

Graduation night soon.....

Things happen really fast. Sometimes, I can't really catch up with "Time".... All I can say it that, I still have like 10 more weeks here. It's kind of short, but it's enough for me to do whatever I want with this bunch of people, here in KTT...

No one knows what will happen in time to come. Who knows this might be the last time we see each other.... Who knows this is the only intersection point in our lives, where we can get to be with each other.... Life is full of mystery, and that's why life is interesting (:

you never know where it'll lead you to...

Ultimately, it's all His plans.... Everyone of them, every mystery, every unknown, every future.... and all of them will be unfolded when the time is right....

Labels: philosophy

» 过客

Friday, September 2, 2011

~ 9:12 PM ~

很快很快的，我在KTT的日子就只剩下那么一点点。转回头望一望，真的是很长的一段路了，看过的人，接触过的人真的很多...... 有些朋友已飞到了印度，有些波兰。一个个已完成了在 KTT 的这段路。我这一段路与他们的，的确是有交叉过；但是很多都是“擦肩而过”的..... 突然，让我想起了李圣杰所唱的那首歌。有些就可能谈过一两句，交流交流一下各自的想法。

我相信我所错过的人真的是数不清，中学、小学、甚至幼儿园，许多的朋友同学现在都已失去联络了。就算有，也就是过年过节的时候聚一聚，谈一谈各自的生活。有几个是时不时会问候你，关心你？老实说，我自己也没有几个，就连现在学院的同学和室友，都很少真正地去关心对方。

时常都会有的是一起运动，读书，打电脑游戏；很少朋友会选择坐下来听你的心事。

快乐的时候与你一起庆祝。

悲哀的时候会与你一起分忧。

生病的时候会第一个关心你。

跌倒的时候会扶你一把。

当世人都以异样的眼光看着你的时候，他绝对不会对你改观。

当人人都在犹豫你的时候，他依然相信你。

当你迷失方向时，他会指引你。

当你做错事时，他会不顾一切的指责你。

当你你被欺负时，他绝对挺身而出。

不管你需要多少时间，百忙中的他还是不会忽略你。

他不会去介意你的家庭背景、教育背景、肤色、语言、财力、样貌、你的一切.......

友谊还能那么的纯洁吗？肤色，种族真的可以放一边吗？

这一个从不会去计较你付出多少，还是会不惜一切地对你好、关心你、爱你的人，似乎除了家人，应该不会有其他人了吧。仔细想想，好像也对..... 真的是没有了..... 世上哪有那么蠢的人？没有回报地投资谁会要？有些人就连这样的家人都没有，更何况是一些没有血连关系关系的朋友。你的一切对他们来说应该是无关痛痒的。

朋友应该是互相利用的吧，用完就算了咯。每一个人如果都有这样的想法与做法，世上所谓的温情就会慢慢地消失。但是，我们人类是最怕吃亏了，最怕被人家占便宜，最怕赔了夫人又折兵。有一个人曾经告诉我，“吃亏是福。” 起初听起来真的很兰，很废，很鸟。讲是容易，有谁会真正的去做呢？踏出自己的温室，多为别人着想，付出...... 就算没人感谢你，你的一举一动已感动了你身边的人。

人生这段路，是否身边的人几乎都是个过客？

是否几乎都是擦肩而过的？

有没有几个是与你心连心的知己呢？

那一些曾经在我生命中出现的，我感谢你们。你们真的让我学习了不少，使我慢慢地成长。

两个人总比一个人好，因为二人劳碌同得美好的果效。

若是跌倒，这人可以扶起他的同伴；若是孤身跌倒，没有别人扶起他来，这人就有祸了。

再者，二人同睡就都暖和，一人独睡怎能暖和呢？

有人攻胜孤身一人，若有二人便能敌挡他；三股合成的绳子不容易折断。

传道书 4 : 9 - 12

~Friends are Family You Choose For Yourself~

Labels: philosophy

» Define The Relationship

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

~ 12:25 PM ~

首先，我想说的是生日快乐，我的马来西亚。也借此机会对Jude说声 Happy Birthday (: ....

没想到转眼间，马来西亚独立了五十四年。相信她绝对经历了不少风风雨雨，慢慢地从一个落后的地方，一天一天不停地向前迈进。我真的感到很清醒，能出生在一个那么美好的地方。人人都在埋怨这个，埋怨那个......信我一句话，世上没有地方是完美的..... 就连新加坡，那边的人民也不停地埋怨当地的政府。知足常乐吧，我深信这句话.....

我爱我的国家，有国才有家，有家才有我。嘻嘻....

昨天，特地跑到了槟城参观 LOGOS HOPE。说真的，自己真的非常三八，一个小小的游艇，我还真的以为很大了.......没机会看看外面的世界吧。老实说，地方是有点拥挤，人撞人咯。不过，书价是蛮便宜的，我不想错过良机，买了约四百令吉值得书本。第一次为了课外读物花那么多的钱。但是，我真的真的希望能读完这些书，好让我对人生，对信仰有更深入的了解。加油吧，劲征...... 我知道你绝对不想半途而废 (:

最近，想了想，本身对某些事物的看法有了一定的改变。不懂是好事，还是坏事。有时候自己是非常的矛盾，所以就问了自己一系列的问题，来“Define The Relationship”。我相信我曾经问过“朋友”到底是什么，“知己”又是什么。

说真的，这些定义都是见人见智的。每一个人对同样的事物又不一样的观点，不一样的开放度。就在这时候，争执就会发生。对，我们常说，能的话多去包容别人，互相忍让，互相接受彼此的缺点与优点。但如果长期约束自我，时常都摆着一个不是我的“自己”，去与别人相处，你们不会觉得可笑吗？不会觉得没有意义吗？

凡事都要划清界线，这样事情才不会搞到模模糊糊。人与人之间也一样，要搞清楚两人之间的关系。假如只是朋友，当然不要靠得太近，免得表错情，然对方有着一个错觉。这话千真万确吗？但事物有那么绝对的吗？我当然明白DTR的重要性，搞清楚，划清界限。嗯，当然有了界线，距离也当然会慢慢的出现。两个人之间，最害怕存在的是距离，但如果不把界线搞清楚，又担心走错步，担心被人闲话。人是万物之灵，但很多事情就是非常非常的矛盾。应该讲是聪明反被聪明误，哈哈....

我当然也不例外，很多时候都搞不清状况。当局者迷，旁观者清...... 那些提醒、指点，甚至责骂我的旁观者，我在此谢谢你们。很多时候，当我们以为一切都 OKAY 的时候，事情往往是那么的 NOT OKAY，那么的棘手.....

算了，能力有限的我只好行一步，看一步。

现在，还在飘浮着........

Labels: complication, philosophy

» Blessings

Sunday, August 7, 2011

~ 5:29 AM ~

Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops?
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near?

What if trials of this life
Are Your mercies in disguise?

~Blessings~ by Laura Story

I've been repeating this song, again and again for these few days. It really kept me thinking about every single blessing we have been receiving all the while. This song was shared by Joshua Wong, during campus revolution like few days ago.

Looking at the world around us, we'll always feel that we are lack of something compared to others. We tend to focus on Loss more than Gain. And it's very true that we love to cry over spilled milk, rather than giving thanks for the other blessings we have.

It's nearly the end of our short journey being the committees, but then it's not the end of the race. I'm very sure all of us have been growing despite the problems that we faced throughout this one year. All of you are really blessings from God to me. Whenever I look back and think for awhile, I really want to thank God and all of you for inspiring me, working together with me, caring for me, and serving God with me.
My "Blessings", thanks (:

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I just realise that it's kind of weird for me to be awake at this time of the day. But then, today is quite special as we're having a fasting camp - 30-hour Famine, in our college. Though there were only 32 participants, everything moved on as planned. I was in-charge of the Famine Challenge 1, some sort of live game where people get to experience life in third-world country. I was quite relived when the whole thing is over. Phew, but it really kept me thinking about unpredictability of live.

In spite of the aim of the game to keep a child alive till the age of five, no one successfully did that. Some of them were dead and reborn for several times. Some manage to live till the age of 2 or 3, but some couldn't make it and die during delivery. I was quite amazed by the will power of some "parents" to actually work non-stop, just to feed their "children".

But then, life is unpredictable. I was the Game Master, making random disastrous announcement, to "Take Away" or "Give" Lives. But, my job is to fail them... And when a healthy "child" finally reached the age of 4, her life ended within seconds just like that.

Children are the motivation that pushes parents forward. Parents are willing to do anything and everything, just to make sure things are okay for their children. When their children are dead, they find no reason to continue to work.

Participants have been facing all sorts of problems - poverty, malnutrition, diseases, natural disasters... Every single problem I mentioned takes away lives of millions of children around the globe every year. Whenever we want to complain, just look at the world out there, and count every single blessings that we have. And remember to give thanks for everything that we have (:

Labels: event, philosophy

» 迷失

Thursday, June 23, 2011

~ 9:49 AM ~

渴望回到学校，但回到了这儿，
却不懂为何那么的想回来。

这学期应该不会很轻松，
昨日，生物老师，不懂干嘛心血来潮，
提议了什么Student-centred的教学方式。
数学老师，也丢给了我们
一大堆的功课，十分的“闲”。

偶尔，真的感觉到十分的空虚，
除了读书，还是读书，
感觉上好像没什么意义的。
没办法啦，学生嘛，任务就只有读书。
很多人，渴望有书读，
我们这些，得到了奖学金，还在那儿
哭爹喊娘的。。。真不懂我们在想什么。

昨夜，CF之前，Ivonne 搞了Pray & Fast
的这个东东。。。
短短的半小时，却让我回想了我生命中
不同的画面，
不知为何，我就是觉得，
自己好像很多方面都比不上人家，
虽然，别人时常都羡慕，
我在课业上的成就。
然而，我却不把这当成是什么丰功伟绩的。
望远一点，聪明的人多的很，
想深一点，自己真的是如此的渺小。

学校里，说到读书，哪个不知JianMeng是排第一的？
说到领导能力，有多少个 MPPs 要兼顾学业与MPP的任务？
人品优秀的，随便找，都一定能找到。

不是不知足，但我真的感觉到
外来的压力，
一点一滴，慢慢的累积，
心里真的不好受。

那就是为何，人人都说我，
一整天都在那儿，愁眉苦脸。
有时候真的找不到原因去笑，
微笑，狂笑，你们都去了哪儿？

这地方，这学院，让我学习了不少东西。
人也比较容易知足，对生活上的要求不多了，
只要珍惜当下，珍惜与家人的时间，孝敬父母；
珍惜与朋友的时间，知己难寻，
我们也不知，谁会先离谁而去。。。

这不是悲观，也不是杞人忧天；
这是世事，也是残酷的事实。。。

没有东西是理所当然的，
有了生命，那就是福气，
生命中其他的，比如
亲情，友情，关怀。。。
也就是大福了。
世上，很多人都没有了双亲，
终日为三餐而烦恼；
有的又百病缠身；
有的有困在战争中。

反问以下自己，我们都面对着这些吗？
仔细想一下，自己的要求是否多了一些？

戒食了几天，感觉的确不好受，
有时还会头晕晕的。
非洲那里，挨饿几个星期的小孩，多得很。
然而，我们生在福中不知福；
吃东西东挑西选，有时还吃不完，把食物扔掉。

我只想说的是，
”一个人的快乐，不是因为他拥有的多，而是因为他计较的少。“

无时无刻，我都会为未来而烦恼，
担心未来到底会是怎样的；
有时还会，回头望一望过去，
后悔曾经做过的错事。

这新的学期，时间是绝对不足够的，
下个星期，学弟学妹们就会前来报到，
他们一定会吓到得，
“那么简陋的学院”
“那么咖纳塞的地方”
议论纷纷。。。

希望你们在这里会成长，
会惜福，会恍然大悟，原来家里是多么的好。
会感恩。。。

我本身，也会搞好自己，
不会心动而不行动的。。。
四个月，说长不长，说短不短。。。
A2, 我来了！
未来，我也来了！

所以，不要为明天忧虑，因为明天自有明天的忧虑；一天的难处一天当就够了。
～马太福音 6 ：34～

P/S: 兄弟，你也加油吧，年尾再聚了（：

Labels: Christianity, complication, philosophy

» Psalm 55:22

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

~ 9:05 AM ~

Psalm 55:22 - you really need to read this. Friends are God's way of taking care of us.'

This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician:

I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. The engine wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the quickie mart building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay.

When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel.

At that moment, everything came into focus for me: the crying woman, the ancient Suburban crammed full of stuff with 3 kids in the back (1 in a car seat), and the gas pump reading $4.95.

I asked her if she was okay and if she needed help, and she just kept saying 'I don't want my kids to see me crying,' so we stood on the other side of the pump from her car. She said she was driving to California and that things were very hard for her right now. So I asked, 'And you were praying?' That made her back away from me a little, but I assured her I was not a crazy person and said, "He heard you, and He sent me."

I took out my card and swiped it through the card reader on the pump so she could fill up her car completely, and while it was fueling, walked to the next door McDonald's and bought 2 big bags of food, some gift certificates for more, and a big cup of coffee. She gave the food to the kids in the car, who attacked it like wolves, and we stood by the pump eating fries and talking a little.

She told me her name, and that she lived in Kansas City . Her boyfriend left 2 months ago and she had not been able to make ends meet.. She knew she wouldn't have money to pay rent, and finally, in desperation, had called her parents, with whom she had not spoken in about 5 years. They lived in California and they said that she could come to live with them and try to get on her feet out there.

So she packed up everything she owned in the car. She told the kids they were going to California for Christmas, but not that they were going to live there.
I gave her my gloves, a little hug and said a quick prayer with her for safety on the road.. As I was walking over to my car, she said, "So, are you like an angel or something?"

This definitely made me cry. I said, "Sweetie, at this time of year angels are really busy, so sometimes God uses regular people."

It was so incredible to be a part of someone else's miracle. And of course, you guessed it, when I got in my car, it started right away and got me home with no problem. I'll put it in the shop tomorrow to check, but I suspect the mechanic won't find anything wrong.

Sometimes the angels fly close enough to you that you can hear the flutter of their wings....

Psalms 55:22 'Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee. He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.'

Labels: Christianity, philosophy

» Dead Sea ...

Sunday, May 29, 2011

~ 12:00 AM ~

A message from "MASTERPIECE" =). Very Inspiring...

Sitting in the Geography class in school, I remember how fascinated I was when we were being taught all about the Dead Sea. As you probably recall, the Dead Sea is really a Lake, not a sea (and as my Geography teacher pointed out, if you understood that, it would guarantee 4 marks in the term paper!)
Its so high in salt content that the human body can float easily. You can almost lie down and read a book! The salt in the Dead Sea is as high as 35% - almost 10 times the normal ocean water. And all that saltiness has meant that there is no life at all in the Dead Sea. No fish. No vegetation. No sea animals. Nothing lives in the Dead sea.

And hence the name: Dead Sea.

While the Dead Sea has remained etched in my memory, I don't seem to recall learning about the Sea of Galilee in my school Geography lesson. So when I heard about the Sea of Galilee and the Dead Sea and the tale of the two seas - I was intrigued. Turns out that the Sea of Galilee is just north of the Dead Sea. Both the Sea of Galilee and the Dead Sea receive their water from river Jordan. And yet, they are very, very different.

Unlike the Dead Sea, the Sea of Galilee is pretty, resplendent with rich, colorful marine life. There are lots of plants. And lots of fish too. In fact, the sea of Galilee is home to over twenty different types of fishes.

Same region, same source of water, and yet while one sea is full of life, the other is dead. How come?

Here apparently is why. The River Jordan flows into the Sea of Galilee and then flows out. The water simply passes through the Sea of Galilee in and then out - and that keeps the Sea healthy and vibrant, teeming with marine life.

But the Dead Sea is so far below the mean sea level, that it has no outlet. The water flows in from the river Jordan, but does not flow out. There are no outlet streams. It is estimated that over a million tons of water evaporate from the Dead Sea every day. Leaving it salty. Too full of minerals. And unfit for any marine life.

The Dead Sea takes water from the River Jordan, and holds it. It does not give. Result? No life at all.

Think about it.

Life is not just about getting. Its about giving. We all need to be a bit like the Sea of Galilee.

We are fortunate to get wealth, knowledge, love and respect. But if we don't learn to give, we could all end up like the Dead Sea. The love and the respect, the wealth and the knowledge could all evaporate. Like the water in the Dead Sea.

If we get the Dead Sea mentality of merely taking in more water, more money, more everything the results can be disastrous. Good idea to make sure that in the sea of your own life, you have outlets. Many outlets. For love and wealth - and everything else that you get in your life. Make sure you don't just get, you give too. Open the taps. And you'll open the floodgates to happiness.

Make that a habit. To share. To give.

One man gives freely, yet grows all the richer; another withholds what he should give, and only suffers want. Liberal man will be enriched, and one who waters will himself be watered.
Proverbs 11 : 24 - 25

Labels: philosophy

» Weariness...

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

~ 12:30 PM ~

Time is fast, I just finished my Physics paper 2 three days ago... And I've been tired, and worried about things that's gonna happen... It's been awhile since I last had these feelings...

Fortunately, I know who to rely on during moment like this... And He'll never fail to put that smile back on my face, as promised...

Fear not, I am with you, I will strengthen you, I will help you and uphold you.

Isaiah 41 : 10

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This morning, Jude shared about Anxiety, Worries ... And I'm very sure it's no coincidence that it fitted perfectly with my current situation... Life is never a bed of roses, and being a Christian doesn't make your lives easier... He never promised a comfortable life, but a life filled with persecution, condemnation, sufferings, as no servant is greater than his master, and if Jesus was persecuted 2000 years ago, so will we...

Problems and difficulties are never ending, but what's the point of worrying about the future... Can anyone of us add an hour to our lives by just worrying??? I seriously doubt that anyone could even add a second to their lives by worrying... I guess we're just "people of little faith", that doubted God's ability and faithfulness towards us... Many of us rather rely on our own strength, own wisdom, own power to run the race of Life.... and guess what, these people are gonna end up nowhere and start to worry...

Our earthly parents have provided us with everything we ever needed, all the way from basic necessities like Love, Care to things like iPhone 4G, and some lucky kid even got a Toyota as a birthday present... If our earthly parents loved us and provided us with all these, what more can our heavenly Daddy, that we cry out to everytime, provide us with???

When I was young, getting "Stars" from teachers in school was such an achievement... But as time passes by, "Stars" can no longer fulfill my worldly desire... It was then replaced by Sweets, (I guess every kids love them)... But as this desire within me grows with time, I realized that even a JPA scholarship for a 6 years Medicine course couldn't make me any happier....

Shouldn't we cast all our worries onto Him, and trust in Him that He'll take care of them?? Shouldn't we be faithful enough to trust that He'll always provide us with the best?? I guess it's pretty obvious that all of us should do so, right??

It's time for us to reflect upon ourselves... Do you really think you're SOMEBODY, who are worthy of everything you desire ??? Or are you a worthless speck of matter in the this universe, but still precious in God's eyes?? I always had this mindset that I'm better, better than any other JPA scholars, and of course deserve better treatment... But I know it's never right to doubt His plan for me...

"He who is of a proud heart stirs up strife, But he who trusts in the Lord will be prospered. He who trusts in his own heart is a fool, But whoever walks wisely will be delivered"

Proverbs 28 : 25 - 26

"Heavenly Father, I trust in you, and I'll commit myself, everything I am, and all my plans, whole-heartedly into your hands... I pray that You'll strengthen me, and draw me closer to you... So that I may grow to be like You..."

When we were young, we believe that God is almighty, and nothing is impossible in Him...and we literally meant what we talked about and sang in Sunday School...
But as we grow older, this childlike faith faded over time...

Can we be like these kids??? Always happy and grateful with the sweets our Heavenly Daddy provided us with...

If we are faithless, he remains faithful...

2 Timothy 2 : 13

See, God is always that comforting ... =)

Labels: Christianity, complication, philosophy

» Thoughts...

Thursday, May 19, 2011

~ 2:18 AM ~

It's been nearly a month since the last post, I guess exams are doing a good job keeping me busy... Have been studying lately, since everyone is also doing so... It's been quite happening for the last month, and I really thank God for that... though the studying part is monotonous and tiring... For now Math is done, Biology mostly done, guess it's time to give myself a short break, as I am seriously worn-out physically, mentally and spiritually... For now, I'm seriously vulnerable to almost anything...

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On the 29th of April, I went to Edwin's place in Kajang... Felt kinda awkward at first, but his family really made me felt at home... Celebrated his 20th birthday, with his family in Manhattan Fish Market, it was really a good experience, feeling belong, cared for, even if I'm not at home... Had great meals over there, Satay Kajang, home-cooked dishes by Aunty Irene... I really do think that I put on some weight.... Thanks Edwin for being a great friend to me despite my attitude towards you.... >.<

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By the way, I just turned 19 two days ago.... Life is fast and short, huh??? I wonder how many more birthdays can I celebrate.... Thank God, for bringing me into this world =) Thank you Daddy and Mummy for making it possible as well =P This year is the second year I celebrate my birthday outside home... Honestly, I do really miss all those moments when my family sing the birthday song for me... But, I'm very grateful this year, that although my birthday always falls on exams period, my friends in KTT gave me a serious surprise this year... Last year, my Mcnairian buddies brought me to the Pool, but this year they brought the "Pool" to me, TWICE !!!!! Despite being SO smart, as I thought, I was seriously fooled by them.....

They plotted some fake birthday one day before the real celebration, and I do admit that it really disappoint me, in one way or the other.... But, I'm really grateful that they come despite the exams period... U guys are awesome man.... The real one was more... SHOCKING, cause I really thought that it was over... I'm surprised, stunned for a moment, and most importantly touched for whatever you guys did for me.... Thanks Kuang, Soo, Kok Boon, for the giant birthday card, Yong Kee, for his brilliant idea, Edwin for a shirt, John , my angel, for a shirt as well, and another 2 SHIRTS, from you guys..... If my math isn't wrong, I've got a total of 4 SHIRTS this year..... >.< Thanks all, Xiong, KianPoh... and all of you guys that make it possible... Loads and Loads of appreciation...

Group Pics "Lynton 帅不帅?"

Happy Birthday "Lyton" =)

Thanks Kian Poh =)

I really do know everyone tried to make it possible.... thanks for all the effort..... I really do appreciate it.......

Thanks Uncle Chan and Family for the cake...... That's so sweet of you all =)

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Juniors are coming..... I am so excited...... Made some new friends on Facebook.... =D

Labels: friends, philosophy

» Easter Sunday

Monday, April 25, 2011

~ 6:57 PM ~

Yesterday was indeed special, it was because Jesus died and rose again approximately 2000 years ago... We went for Easter Sunday Service at First Baptist Church at Petaling Jaya... and it took us around an hour to reach there from Nilai... I slept in the bus the whole time =)

The praise & worship was awesome, but our choir was even better =P ... We presented 2 songs, "Oh Happy Day" and "Nothing But The Blood Of Jesus" ... The speaker was talking about contrast between Fear and Boldness, highlighted in the book of Mark 15 : 43 - 16 : 8 ... Will you risk you reputation, personal belongings, and even your life, for Jesus, like John of Arimathea? Or will you rather be like the women who fear to proclaim the truth?

FEAR inhibits FAITH, both of these cannot coexist... There's always a price to pay, something to give up, if we chose to follow Jesus... Why do we felt embarrassed proclaiming our christian faith? Do opinions and perception of others really matter that much? We can never follow Him in a distance, we need to be bold and courageous for Him, like Paul, who can go the distance for Christ...

Once again, I would like all of us to ponder upon our own faith as Christ died and resurrected 2000 years ago, for us... He bore all the pain and humiliation, for us, unclean unworthy sinners... How do we overcome our own fear, fear to proclaim His victory?? It can only be done, if and only if we fear the Lord who is in control of everything, and anything.

Does His death sharpen and strengthen your faith in Him??

Will you Risk @ Run ???

He said to them, “Why are you so afraid? Have you still no faith?”

Mark 4 : 40

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It was indeed a long day, because I've to finish up something real important... Something to really bring the Easter's atmosphere to this very college... Though it's a bit late, but better late than never =) We have been spending hours, working diligently day and night, to finish our little gift, for everyone in our college...

It all begin with packets of flour, and 300 balloons... And thanks to everyone, who came and supported our effort, and make it possible and successful one...

It was very tedious and boring, especially when there were only few of us doing it... But, thank God for giving me the momentum to carry one, till we finish the very last one, last night 10.14 pm..... Hahahaha.... Finally it's over.....

Special thanks to Jeremy Wee, and Kenneth for coming nearly everyday to help, I really do appreciate your hard work...

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Everything is nearly over, but Advanced Subsidiary is only 2 weeks from now... Time to work really hard ..."Watch and pray that you may not enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."

Labels: CF, Christianity, event, philosophy

» Thank You for Your Love

Friday, April 22, 2011

~ 10:50 AM ~

It's Good Friday today, I never know why is it called so... Just that, I know that He, Jesus Christ was crucified and died for us on the cross... to give us eternal salvation... There are millions of thoughts in my mind, grateful and feel blessed that He never gave up on me ever since I deviated from Him years ago...

Recently, one of my friends went for a 42km Marathon, and he told me that it wasn't easy... And yes, I do believe in Him, running in the darkness alone, I can't imagine the path of life like that, Dark.... Lonely.... Helpless.... This kind of life, will just keep on reminding me of giving up...

But, instead of leaving us in the darkness, He sent His only son, all out of Love, to finish the Marathon of pain, sufferings, humiliation and crucifixion, to give us life, eternal life... As He said, I came that you may have life, and have it abundantly. I'm grateful for Love, and Grace that He gave unconditionally, so incomprehensible, yet so real... and nothing ever feel so real, so promising, and comforting...

I was changed, one year ago, because I finally discovered His amazing love... and that transformed me inside out, for the better... and since then, I was never myself, the old me again... I've rededicated my life to Him... Some of my friends, never expect this drastic change in me, but I'll never look back to savor a little bit longer in my sinful past...

Though I do know that, not everyone I know, like me for who I am, but I'm seriously working on it... I seriously want to thank all my mentors, Kelvin, Jeremy, Andrea, Chris, and now, Edwin... Thank you for not giving up on me...

Thank you, Jesus for not giving up on me, and gave me chances after chances... I'll do my best in everything to bring glory and honor unto Your name...

There's no greater Love than His,

that He lay down His life for His friends.

John 15 : 13

Labels: Christianity, philosophy

» 人的一生，像乘坐一台公車

Saturday, April 2, 2011

~ 5:17 PM ~

这是我一位朋友所转寄给我的。。。

我们知道它有起点和終点，却无法预知沿途的经历。

有的人行程长，有的人行程短。

有的人很从容，可以欣赏窗外的景色。

有的人很窘迫，总处于推搡和拥挤之中。

然而与悬挂在车门上、随时可能掉下去的人相比，似乎又感到欣慰。

获得舒適与优雅，座位是必不可少的机会，因此总是被人们争抢。

有的人很幸运，一上车就能落座。

有的人很倒楣，即使全车的人都坐下了，他依然站着。

有时，別处的座位不断地空出來，唯独身旁这个毫无动静。

而當你下定決心走向別处，刚才那個座位的人却正好离开。

为了坐上或保住座位，有的人漠视良心，甚至伤害他人。

有的人却因为这样那样的原因，不得不將到手的座位让給他人。

有的人用了种种的方式，历了长长的等待，终于可以坐下。

但这是他已经到站了。。。

下车的一刻，他回顾车厢，也许会为区区一个座位而感慨，自以为大徹大悟。

其实即使重新來過，他依然会去争抢，因为有是如果不坐下，连站的位置都沒有。

除非你永远不上車，而着并不由自己決定。

到站的人下了，车上的人还在。

依然熙熙攘攘，依然上上下下。。。

當生活是一种快了的时候，生命就会充滿喜悅
當生活成了责任，生命就是一种奴隶。
但如果快乐和责任放在一起，快乐就是一种责任了。
活得好，有各种的理由，但社会上給我們的观念
则是有钱走遍天下，无钱寸步难行。
却成为我们人生在世的一种迷思了。
猶记新闻报道，有个富翁自觉什么都拥有了
所以就跳楼自殺，但他似乎是缺少了快了的动力。
有钱我们更需要快乐，工作是义务，但快乐则是责任了。
快乐要怎么寻得呢？

是不是，花了一辈子，一生人追求荣华富贵？追求所谓的人生目标？
我们每一个人，到站时，都被逼要下车，这是不可能改变的事实。。。
唯一在我们掌控之中的是，在车上的一切。。。
我们会是盲目争抢座位的人吗？
我们知不知道，上车的目的，上车最大的宗旨？

当我们知道，下车时，会停在哪一站，我们绝对不会在乎，车上的座位。。。
我们只要知道，他会在我们下车的那一站，等待着我们。。。

你们现在也是忧愁，但我要再见你们，

你们的心就喜乐了；这喜乐也没有人能夺去。

约翰福音 16：22

Labels: philosophy

» It Sucks

Friday, April 1, 2011

~ 1:07 AM ~

I can't login my facebook today, some kind of crap just happened to it.... I don't know whether is it permanent or temporary.... Anyway, I'm not happy....

But there is something that made my day.... I finally gave up my ego, and once again accept someone and forget about the past... It did happened, but it was already the past... Thanks Pastor Edwin, for the long sharing last night... I finally "Reincarnate" after being socially dead for the past month... I have my Pre-AS next week, but I guess there's nothing to worry, as long as I'm "Giving My Best".... I won't feel sorry, or regretful if I don't get what I want, or expect...

I was thinking that, I can plan whatever I want, and work hard for it, even till the extent of giving up something I treasure so much... But whether it succeeds or not, it's not up to me to decide after all... It was quite stressful for the past weeks, being stuck with loads of books to study, and syllabus to cover... Sometimes, I just feel like a loser... but in fact, I'm not one.... sigh...

A less productive day today, didn't really spent much time on studies, will make up tomorrow I guess.... And I still have to be in charge of Praise and worship despite the upcoming exams.... Never forget this verse,

But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness,

and all these things will be given to you as well.

~Matthew 6 : 33~

And yeah my dad reminds me of that when I told him about it, I guess I should know my role, my part to play being a Christian. I should know how to prioritize stuff, and put God first in anything I do.... I always knew that following Him is to give up everything, and anything.... And I'm trying my best to follow Him, to be a Disciple of Christ, not merely a believer... I'll just commit every part of my life into Your hands, and You'll make wonders and miracles will happen :)

P/S: To my friend, I really do appreciate for today, you've made my day.....

I do mean it =)

Labels: complication, friends, philosophy

» PERCEPTION

Monday, March 14, 2011

~ 11:26 PM ~

This is one very interesting story to share =D

In Washington DC , at a Metro Station, on a cold January morning in 2007, this man with a violin played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, 1,067 people went through the station, most of them on their way to work. After about 3 minutes, a middle-aged man noticed that there was a musician playing. He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds, and then he hurried on to meet his schedule.

About 4 minutes later:

The violinist received his first dollar. A woman threw money in the hat and, without stopping, continued to walk.

At 6 minutes:

A young man leaned against the wall to listen to him, then looked at his watch and started to walk again.

At 10 minutes:
A 3-year old boy stopped, but his mother tugged him along hurriedly. The kid stopped to look at the violinist again, but the mother pushed hard and the child continued to walk, turning his head the whole time. This action was repeated by several other children, but every parent - without exception - forced their children to move on quickly.

At 45 minutes:

The musician played continuously. Only 6 people stopped and listened for a short while. About 20 gave money but continued to walk at their normal pace. The man collected a total of $32.17, excluding $20 from the only person who recognized him.

After 1 hour:

He finished playing and silence took over. No one noticed and no one applauded. There was no recognition at all.

No one knew this, but the violinist was Joshua Bell, one of the greatest musicians in the world. He played one of the most intricate pieces ever written, with a violin Gibson Stradivarius worth $3.5 million dollars. Two days before, Joshua Bell sold-out a theater in Boston where the seats averaged $100 each to sit and listen to him play the same music.

This is a true story. Joshua Bell, playing incognito in the D.C. Metro Station, was organized by the Washington Post as part of a social experiment about perception, taste and people's priorities.

This experiment raised several questions:

*In a common-place environment, at an inappropriate hour, do we perceive beauty?
*If so, do we stop to appreciate it?
*Do we recognize talent in an unexpected context?

One possible conclusion reached from this experiment could be this:

If we do not have a moment to stop and listen to one of the best musicians in the world, playing some of the finest music ever written, with one of the most beautiful instruments ever made . . .

How many other things are we missing as we rush through life? When we are rushing through our lives, are we missing out our one and only personal savior, Jesus? Do we even recognize Him, when He came into our lives? Are you the one and only person, who recognizes, stops and follows Him?

Labels: Christianity, philosophy

» Are you ready?

Sunday, February 27, 2011

~ 7:18 PM ~

Talking about Boy-Girl Relationship, people at our age are quite interested to know more about it... including me... But, nowadays, from what I can see, 2 people come together, and become couple, just for the sake of being together, enjoying the companionship, without considering about the commitment and responsibilities of being together with someone... Bro Chris came last Wednesday, and talk something about BGR during our Christian Fellowship...And it really hit me...

What is the purpose and reason of two people getting hooked up? Is it merely just because of the fun and enjoyment of having a companion, someone who text you from time to time, someone who will chat with you throughout the night?? I don't know but sometimes, teenagers like us, often undergoes some sort of chemical or hormonal disorder, that is when we tends to think that we are in LOVE with the special he or she...And we ended up in a broken relationship...

What's the point of going for the hunt, seeking for your own perfect match??? Your 10/10 perfect boy@girlfriend?? Have you ever wonder, when that person suddenly appear in your lives, will you be ready to get involve?? Will he or she also think that you are the perfect match??? What if the answers are "NO"?? Instead of waiting for the perfect one to appear, you might as well get yourself ready, ready for the best, make yourself the 100% perfect guy@girl that every other person dreamt of...

What is LOVE?? Many have misused this word to express their feeling of infatuation, the mere desire to be with that person...But what LOVE really shows, is a kind of selfless sacrifice, a life-long dedication to be with your love one... Can most of us do that?? Are we ready to get involve in this kind of Holy Covenant?? Or is it okay to get involve in several relationships, not the serious kind, but just for the sake of having fun??

If we all really put God in the center of everything, including our relationships, there are many things to consider, many rules to follow, when the Bible is our Authority for us to run our lives... Let's us live our lives according to what the Bible said, be a Godly person, submit to Him, and He will surely complete the Missing piece of your Jigsaw puzzle.....

When you are ready, the right person will appear in the right place, the right time, for the right reason ....A vow is a vow, its a serious promise, a Holy Covenant that shouldn't be broken... Here goes the Wedding vows,

I _____, take you ______, to be my wedded wife/husband. To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish 'till death do us part. And hereto I pledge you my faithfulness.

For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh.

~Matthew 19 : 5~

Labels: CF, Christianity, philosophy

» What if.....

Monday, February 21, 2011

~ 9:32 PM ~

Just this morning, I realise something... Something very sudden, something very frightening, something you never even thought about... What if, someone you love, someone you cherish so much, someone you can't afford to lose, suddenly bids an eternal farewell to you... This thought seriously never came into my mind, not until this morning, when I woke up due to an unusual weird dream, where I lost somebody so important to me... He just managed to say goodbye, through a phone call, before he took his last breath... I was crying in that dream, crying and seeking for something, something that can soothe me, calm me... What if, you received a phone call, telling you that, your dad, or your mum suddenly just leave this world... I never knew what would happen to me, I guess I'll just be like a person who lost all the reasons the live in this world...

Many of my friends lost their parents, their friends, their love ones... and I dunno how they really felt, but things had already happen, there's nothing you can do to bring them back, there's no point crying over what had just happened... All of them, no most, but all of them, have to stand up, forget about grieving, crying, all those tears and pain, and move forward... Whenever you asked them how you felt about it, a typical answer would be, " Like this lo, what can I do".... Although I myself witness so many deaths, so many people leaving this world, I'm still not prepared to accept the news about the deaths of my love ones....

Sigh, just got a news that my friend, Firelynx, was still admitted in the hospital... And I'm here, knowing nothing about what's happening over there... Worries consumed me, awful thoughts filled my brain... I really don't know what'll happen next... The world isn't fair...

How will our life be, without them... Miserable?? Meaningless?? It's not easy to admit especially if they are our parents, our siblings, but all of these are only worldly possession, which are so, so, so temporary... It'll be gone just like that... It's not easy to give up all of these to Him, He who manipulates everything in His hand... What will you answer if God ask you, "Can I have your daddy in heaven with me now ?" I really don't know... I seriously don't know...

Have you ever thought about, what if tomorrow you can no longer wake up, you can no longer breathe, and open your eyes... Where will you be when that time comes... Are you lost ? Or are you certain of where you're heading ?? Some of us are not worry about this... as we know who we are, because of Him... But, how about our love ones?? Do they have salvation like you do??? Jesus Christ, gave up Himself for us, so that He who knew no sin, will have to die for we sinners on the cross ; and by that we will receive salvation and live forever more...

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.

~Galatians 2:20

Now, will you reach for Him, if He reach for you???

Labels: Christianity, complication, philosophy